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階段

by Juza Unno

A man who wishes to erase his life is haunted by someone else.

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Original language: JapaneseLevel: Intermediate3,180 characters · ≈ 13 minSource: 青空文库

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出来ることならif it were possible綺麗にcompletely; cleanly抹殺してしまいたいI want to wipe out entirely僕の人生だit is my life
If I could, I would kill off my own life completely.
それをthat (thing), it決行させては呉れないwon't let (me) carry it out彼奴を'that one' (him)呪うcurse
I curse 'that one' who won't let me do it.
彼奴that oneはtopic marker何処からfrom somewhere飛んできてcame flying僕にat meたかったattacked (past)ものなんだかwhether it was that which...又はorもともとoriginally僕の身体のうちにinside my body隠れていたhad been hiddenものがsomething that (subject)或る拍子にat some moment殻を破ってbroke out of its shellあらわれ出でたemergedものなんだかwhether it was that which...判然しないis not clearのであるがit is, but兎も角もin any case彼奴にby that oneひきずられdragged alongその淫猥らしい興奮をthat lewd excitement乗せてcarrying/riding on it命の続くかぎりはas long as life continues吾と吾が醜骸にto myself and my ugly body鞭をふるわねばならないmust whipということはthe fact thatなんとhow浅間しいことなのであろうshallow it is
I can't tell whether 'that one' flew at me from somewhere, or whether something hidden inside my body broke out of its shell at some moment. But dragged along by 'that one' and riding its dirty excitement, I must whip myself and my ugly body for as long as I live. How shallow that is.

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About the book

The opening tells of a science student once headed for a brilliant career, who agreed to help a friend with a railway passenger survey and, while stationed at the Shinanomachi station stairs, experienced something that changed his life as an inescapable 'that fellow' began clinging to him. The narration unfolds in a regretful, self-mocking voice, giving it a tense and unsettling feel.

Cultural notes (selection)

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修身教科書 History

From the Meiji era onward, Japanese elementary schools taught a "shūshin" (moral training) subject, with textbooks inculcating virtues such as diligence, worldly success, loyalty, and filial piety. Here, "the crystallisation of a moral training textbook" and "a path to success and honour as precise as a textbook" refer to a model life planned according to official moral norms—something readers in the early Shōwa period would grasp at once.

令嬢奥様 Social role

令嬢 refers to a young lady of a wealthy family, while 奥様 refers to a married mistress of the house. Both were regarded as the leisure class, in contrast to "female office workers" (女事務員) and "professional women" (職業婦人).

桐の日和下駄 Customs

A 日和下駄 is a light, low-toothed wooden clog worn for going out on fine days. Paulownia (kiri) wood is light, and the red thong (hanao) is the strap of the clog; this was everyday footwear commonly worn by young women at the time.

About the author

Unno Jūza (December 26, 1897 – May 17, 1949), born Sano Shōichi, was a Japanese novelist regarded as the founding father of Japanese science fiction.

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